Forget It |
[Explicit]
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Listen up, you're not my guy
I'm not falling for those eyes
You're not fooling me
So just leave me alone
Say you're sorry just for show
God forbid they ever know
You're not who you pretend to be
It's all a defense
Sick of this, it's not enough
Never cry 'cause you're too tough
Call it weakness, called your bluff
How 'bout you shut up?
It's gonna sting like a bitch
But I'm willing to take the hit
Just goes to show
I've really let you go, oh
Man, you just don't seem to get it
So whatever, just forget it
Hit the road
Think you should go back home
The text message, you said you didn't get it
I know I sent it and it shows you read it
And everything I said back then, I meant it
So just forget it, man
Wipe that smirk off of your face
Don't make me do it for you
So damn narcissistic
Bane of my existence
Type of guy to blow me off
Then get mad when I ignore you
I'm not gonna miss this
Won't get my forgiveness
Sick of this, it's not enough
Never cry 'cause you're too tough
Call it weakness, called your bluff
How 'bout you shut up?
It's gonna sting like a bitch
But I'm willing to take the hit
Just goes to show
I've really let you go, oh
Man, you just don't seem to get it
So whatever, just forget it
Hit the road
Think you should go back home
The text message, you said you didn't get it
I know I sent it and it shows you read it
And everything I said back then, I meant it
So just forget it, man
The text message, you said you didn't get it
I know I sent it and it shows you read it
And everything I said back then, well, I meant it
So just fucking forget it, man
Oh whoa, whoa
Whoa, oh
Sick of this, it's not enough
It'll never be enough
How 'bout you shut up?
I'm not falling for those eyes
You're not fooling me
So just leave me alone
Say you're sorry just for show
God forbid they ever know
You're not who you pretend to be
It's all a defense
Sick of this, it's not enough
Never cry 'cause you're too tough
Call it weakness, called your bluff
How 'bout you shut up?
It's gonna sting like a bitch
But I'm willing to take the hit
Just goes to show
I've really let you go, oh
Man, you just don't seem to get it
So whatever, just forget it
Hit the road
Think you should go back home
The text message, you said you didn't get it
I know I sent it and it shows you read it
And everything I said back then, I meant it
So just forget it, man
Wipe that smirk off of your face
Don't make me do it for you
So damn narcissistic
Bane of my existence
Type of guy to blow me off
Then get mad when I ignore you
I'm not gonna miss this
Won't get my forgiveness
Sick of this, it's not enough
Never cry 'cause you're too tough
Call it weakness, called your bluff
How 'bout you shut up?
It's gonna sting like a bitch
But I'm willing to take the hit
Just goes to show
I've really let you go, oh
Man, you just don't seem to get it
So whatever, just forget it
Hit the road
Think you should go back home
The text message, you said you didn't get it
I know I sent it and it shows you read it
And everything I said back then, I meant it
So just forget it, man
The text message, you said you didn't get it
I know I sent it and it shows you read it
And everything I said back then, well, I meant it
So just fucking forget it, man
Oh whoa, whoa
Whoa, oh
Sick of this, it's not enough
It'll never be enough
How 'bout you shut up?
Medicine |
[Explicit]
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I wish I could disappear
And I wish that I was never here
As I make my way through what I fear
And I live out another fucked up year
They told me I'd get over it
I never did
It never got any better
The pain lives on forever and ever
Black rain on a sunny day
As they excavate my heart
Watch it decay
And it's tormenting me
I need my medicine, medicine
Feel the adrenaline setting it
Oh, where's my medicine, medicine
My hands are red again, can't pretend
That I'm alright, I'm lying
Only God can save me this time
And I'm trying to survive
So I wait for him, I wait for him
Where's my medicine?
Where's my medicine?
Where's my medicine?
Age 15 and I wanted to hide
They said a decade from then, I'd be glad to be alive
Now I'm 25 and I'm thinking
I could've saved myself and all my pride
Suicide isn't right
So I bide my precious time and numb my mind
And this sucks
It wasn't worth it, it never was
I cut my teeth on being last
And you cut your feet on broken glass
'Cause I'm one million shards
That's more than what you are
I need my medicine, medicine
Feel the adrenaline setting it
Oh, where's my medicine, medicine
My hands are red again, can't pretend
That I'm alright, I'm lying
Only God can save me this time
And I'm trying to survive
So I wait for him, I wait for him
They said that it gets better
They lied to my face
So tell me, when the hell does it get better?
I'm tired of this pain
And I wish that I was never here
As I make my way through what I fear
And I live out another fucked up year
They told me I'd get over it
I never did
It never got any better
The pain lives on forever and ever
Black rain on a sunny day
As they excavate my heart
Watch it decay
And it's tormenting me
I need my medicine, medicine
Feel the adrenaline setting it
Oh, where's my medicine, medicine
My hands are red again, can't pretend
That I'm alright, I'm lying
Only God can save me this time
And I'm trying to survive
So I wait for him, I wait for him
Where's my medicine?
Where's my medicine?
Where's my medicine?
Age 15 and I wanted to hide
They said a decade from then, I'd be glad to be alive
Now I'm 25 and I'm thinking
I could've saved myself and all my pride
Suicide isn't right
So I bide my precious time and numb my mind
And this sucks
It wasn't worth it, it never was
I cut my teeth on being last
And you cut your feet on broken glass
'Cause I'm one million shards
That's more than what you are
I need my medicine, medicine
Feel the adrenaline setting it
Oh, where's my medicine, medicine
My hands are red again, can't pretend
That I'm alright, I'm lying
Only God can save me this time
And I'm trying to survive
So I wait for him, I wait for him
They said that it gets better
They lied to my face
So tell me, when the hell does it get better?
I'm tired of this pain
Stained
There's a stranger lying in my bed
Casting shadows on the wall
I don't recognize the silhouette
Stare is dangerous, I feel the threat
Sending chills all through my body
I fear the fate I've met
But I'm the one holding the gun
And all I see is red
What would it take to get out of this maze?
I'm lost between the fabric like the ink inside a page
And tell me how to wash away the pain
'Cause I'm drenched in the blood of our love
And now I'm stained
Dancing in the rain won't cleanse me now
And not even the bleach could truly get you out
Screaming out to you, don't you bring me down
I've done the best I can, with everything I am
But I'm the one holding the gun
And all I see is red
What would it take to get out of this maze?
I'm lost between the fabric like the ink inside a page
And tell me how to wash away the pain
'Cause I'm drenched in the blood of our love
And now I'm stained
I'm stained, oh whoa
I'm stained, oh whoa
I'm stained, I'm stained
I'm stained
What would it take to get out of this maze?
I'm lost between the fabric like the ink inside a page
And tell me how to wash away the pain
'Cause I'm drenched in the blood of our love
And now I'm stained
I'm stained, oh whoa
I'm stained, oh whoa
I'm stained
Casting shadows on the wall
I don't recognize the silhouette
Stare is dangerous, I feel the threat
Sending chills all through my body
I fear the fate I've met
But I'm the one holding the gun
And all I see is red
What would it take to get out of this maze?
I'm lost between the fabric like the ink inside a page
And tell me how to wash away the pain
'Cause I'm drenched in the blood of our love
And now I'm stained
Dancing in the rain won't cleanse me now
And not even the bleach could truly get you out
Screaming out to you, don't you bring me down
I've done the best I can, with everything I am
But I'm the one holding the gun
And all I see is red
What would it take to get out of this maze?
I'm lost between the fabric like the ink inside a page
And tell me how to wash away the pain
'Cause I'm drenched in the blood of our love
And now I'm stained
I'm stained, oh whoa
I'm stained, oh whoa
I'm stained, I'm stained
I'm stained
What would it take to get out of this maze?
I'm lost between the fabric like the ink inside a page
And tell me how to wash away the pain
'Cause I'm drenched in the blood of our love
And now I'm stained
I'm stained, oh whoa
I'm stained, oh whoa
I'm stained
Nobody Knows
What do I say if I forget all my lines?
I can't escape the damaged recess of my mind
And who's to blame when I refract off the light?
Wish I could change, but I can't find the strength to fight
I played this part all wrong
But the show must go on
Why do I do this every single time?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
That I've been feeling hopeless, cover me in roses
Said I couldn't focus, something in me's broken
Who can diagnose this borderline psychosis?
When he overdoses, do you think they'll notice?
What can you do when your blood is what you owe?
(When your blood is what you owe)
And you can't make a full payment all on your own
(Oh no, no, no)
Now you're forsaken, 'cause you gave away your soul
And once it's taken, you'll have nowhere left to go
I played this part all wrong
But the show must go on
Why do I do this every single time?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
That I've been feeling hopeless, cover me in roses
Said I couldn't focus, something in me's broken
Who can diagnose this borderline psychosis?
When he overdoses, do you think they'll notice?
Wake up to see his face isn't me
Been chasing a dream of fake memories
I take what I need and taste what I bleed
For a quick release of sweet dopamine
I wake up to see his face isn't me
Been chasing a dream of fake memories
I take what I need and taste what I bleed
For a quick release of sweet dopamine
Why do I do this every single time?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
That I've been feeling hopeless, cover me in roses
Said I couldn't focus, something in me's broken
Who can diagnose this borderline psychosis?
When he overdoses, do you think they'll notice?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
I can't escape the damaged recess of my mind
And who's to blame when I refract off the light?
Wish I could change, but I can't find the strength to fight
I played this part all wrong
But the show must go on
Why do I do this every single time?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
That I've been feeling hopeless, cover me in roses
Said I couldn't focus, something in me's broken
Who can diagnose this borderline psychosis?
When he overdoses, do you think they'll notice?
What can you do when your blood is what you owe?
(When your blood is what you owe)
And you can't make a full payment all on your own
(Oh no, no, no)
Now you're forsaken, 'cause you gave away your soul
And once it's taken, you'll have nowhere left to go
I played this part all wrong
But the show must go on
Why do I do this every single time?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
That I've been feeling hopeless, cover me in roses
Said I couldn't focus, something in me's broken
Who can diagnose this borderline psychosis?
When he overdoses, do you think they'll notice?
Wake up to see his face isn't me
Been chasing a dream of fake memories
I take what I need and taste what I bleed
For a quick release of sweet dopamine
I wake up to see his face isn't me
Been chasing a dream of fake memories
I take what I need and taste what I bleed
For a quick release of sweet dopamine
Why do I do this every single time?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
That I've been feeling hopeless, cover me in roses
Said I couldn't focus, something in me's broken
Who can diagnose this borderline psychosis?
When he overdoses, do you think they'll notice?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
Heavy Sacrifices
Take my hand, take my heart, baby take my soul
I've been loving you for centuries, don't you know?
I'm a lot to handle, no control
These thorns can make me hard to hold
In the midst of the storm, I'm the wind and the rain
And as much as I could love you, I can dish out the pain
It's a gamble with me either way
And there's only so much you can take
Heavy sacrifices
I still don't know what mine is
Carrying the heat on my shoulders
I won't take defeat, I'm a soldier
Wounds won't heal, they're timeless
Left to my own devices
Makes it hard to keep my composure
When your touch just keeps growing colder
Hit me like a tidal wave, losing my balance
Can't say that they didn't warn me love was a challenge
If I can't keep my head above the water
You know I'm not gonna last much longer
I keep riding, I keep trying, I don't care what it costs
Kind of envious that you don't seem to feel like you've lost
But for what it's worth, I miss you a lot
Even though it hurts, I could never not
Heavy sacrifices
I still don't know what mine is
Carrying the heat on my shoulders
I won't take defeat, I'm a soldier
Wounds won't heal, they're timeless
Left to my own devices
Makes it hard to keep my composure
When your touch just keeps growing colder
I held you close, close enough to kill
I lost it all
Heavy sacrifices
I still don't know what mine is
Carrying the heat on my shoulders
I won't take defeat, I'm a soldier
Wounds won't heal, they're timeless
Left to my own devices
Makes it hard to keep my composure
When your touch just keeps growing colder
I've been loving you for centuries, don't you know?
I'm a lot to handle, no control
These thorns can make me hard to hold
In the midst of the storm, I'm the wind and the rain
And as much as I could love you, I can dish out the pain
It's a gamble with me either way
And there's only so much you can take
Heavy sacrifices
I still don't know what mine is
Carrying the heat on my shoulders
I won't take defeat, I'm a soldier
Wounds won't heal, they're timeless
Left to my own devices
Makes it hard to keep my composure
When your touch just keeps growing colder
Hit me like a tidal wave, losing my balance
Can't say that they didn't warn me love was a challenge
If I can't keep my head above the water
You know I'm not gonna last much longer
I keep riding, I keep trying, I don't care what it costs
Kind of envious that you don't seem to feel like you've lost
But for what it's worth, I miss you a lot
Even though it hurts, I could never not
Heavy sacrifices
I still don't know what mine is
Carrying the heat on my shoulders
I won't take defeat, I'm a soldier
Wounds won't heal, they're timeless
Left to my own devices
Makes it hard to keep my composure
When your touch just keeps growing colder
I held you close, close enough to kill
I lost it all
Heavy sacrifices
I still don't know what mine is
Carrying the heat on my shoulders
I won't take defeat, I'm a soldier
Wounds won't heal, they're timeless
Left to my own devices
Makes it hard to keep my composure
When your touch just keeps growing colder
Only a Dream
I was in Manhattan Beach, in the sand
Writing my poems with lilacs in hand
Icy blue skies, summer breeze through my hair
As I'm tasting the salt in the air
Diamond-studded leather visions of mine
The season of chaos faded with the time
And I'd count the stars or the birds as they fly
Life couldn't have been more divine
But it was only a dream
A genuine smile that they never see
I only wear it when I'm asleep
I don't have to try, life is rosy and sweet
And the sand feels so soft and warm under my feet
I could stay here forever, and I'd be complete
But it was only a dream
We danced in circles along Saturn's rings
As if it was ours and we owned it like kings
But now we're nothing more than stardust, it seems
Somewhere in the galaxy
And I couldn't have predicted the sad scene
The damage that tore us apart at the seams
A rift in between the love we once believed
Strong enough to withstand anything
But it was only a dream
A genuine smile that they never see
Now that you're so far away from me
We don't have to try, life is just so easy
I still feel the cold sand from when you buried me
We could have been together forever, and free
But it was only a dream
Writing my poems with lilacs in hand
Icy blue skies, summer breeze through my hair
As I'm tasting the salt in the air
Diamond-studded leather visions of mine
The season of chaos faded with the time
And I'd count the stars or the birds as they fly
Life couldn't have been more divine
But it was only a dream
A genuine smile that they never see
I only wear it when I'm asleep
I don't have to try, life is rosy and sweet
And the sand feels so soft and warm under my feet
I could stay here forever, and I'd be complete
But it was only a dream
We danced in circles along Saturn's rings
As if it was ours and we owned it like kings
But now we're nothing more than stardust, it seems
Somewhere in the galaxy
And I couldn't have predicted the sad scene
The damage that tore us apart at the seams
A rift in between the love we once believed
Strong enough to withstand anything
But it was only a dream
A genuine smile that they never see
Now that you're so far away from me
We don't have to try, life is just so easy
I still feel the cold sand from when you buried me
We could have been together forever, and free
But it was only a dream